Field Site Experience

These past two weeks that I've been working with the 5th grade students, I've been able to experience many things, all at once! The first few times I had gone, I had trouble with making myself clear. What do I mean by that? I mean that I was way too nice with the kids. It was hard for me to be strict and keep them on task. This morning, I went again. I will admit, I was a bit hesitant to go, due to how I felt there was no control or order in the classroom. I knew I had to complete my responsibilities, so I put a smile on my face and walked into class. What do I see? Kids playing with chairs, using their phones and listening to music. The teacher was having trouble controlling them. I knew I had to change. I needed to change my attitude and the way I was doing things. So once the teacher got them into rotating groups, things got a bit better. I asked the teacher if I could get the students attention in order for them to keep being on task, she agreed and insisted on me doing so. I was able to get their attention by raising my hand and they all did the same. I called them by name and told them to get into their designated groups, I made it clear that it was no time to socialize. After controlling the class, I walked around and would make them read out loud taking turns in the group. I would give examples and explain what the story was talking about. I would ask questions and they would answer. I was impressed. This gave me the confidence to keep going. I went to a different group, I made them read and then helped them answer the question. I did this repeatedly. The students began asking me for help on their work. They stopped using their phones and playing around. For the first time, I felt like I had done everything I needed to do. I felt like I helped. It reminded me of why I do what I do, why I want to teach. It was a great experience and I can't wait to go again and continue helping with their education. The teacher did tell me that if things were too complicated, I could leave and she would understand. The thing is, I want to help these kids. It also will serve as a great experience. I am up for the challenge, bring it on!